Who thought this was a good idea?

That's how I felt for quite a while about me being a mom.  From the moment I saw the positive test until she was probably about 6 months old; sometimes I still do.  I always thought that I knew I wanted to be a mom but I had a reaction I didn't expect when I peed on the stick and the little window said "Pregnant."  What right did I have thinking I had what it would take to be someone's mother?  But, as of today I have a 9 month old baby girl named Abby and the best thing I've ever heard is her little voice calling me "Mama."